Nothing specific to say, just an update

I don’t really have a lot to say lately, and today is no exception.  I just wanted everyone to know I am alive and well.

I am on Advair and Spiriva for my breathing problems now.  I think the Advair is having an adverse effect on me….nothing fatal, I should hope.  I just feel like I’ve inhaled a balloon.  It’s a strange feeling.  Not painful or anything, just weird.

As I think I said in here, the first man I ever loved has forgiven me for hurting him back in 1994…said he didn’t even remember it, though I think he was just being kind to me….and accepted me as a friend on Facebook.  This is a wonderful thing, for the most part.  It is causing me some inner turmoil, because I still love him too much for my own good.  I AM happy in my marriage, though, so there are no thoughts of leaving it or anything like that.  I just don’t know how to cope with  having Matt back in my life again, after all these years of not speaking to each other.  

I managed to stop smoking again!

One week, two days, 22 hours, 49 minutes and 24 seconds. 497 cigarettes not smoked. Life saved: 1 day, 17 hours, 25 minutes.

That’s almost two and a half cartons not smoked!  And yet, I still need help breathing!!!!!  Yikes! 

Anyway, I don’t have much else to say right now, so I’m gonna wrap this entry up.

Much love and all that crap,

PdC