Life is crazy

My Mikey, I love you

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And I’m going that way, trying to keep up with life!

The other day, we had a BIG fight with Benny and Elisabeth, which culminated in Mikey telling them both to pack their shit.  Elisabeth was going to Austin, and Benny could go wherever he wanted, Mikey said.

That’s all not going to happen.  It worked itself out with Mikey and me saying that Elisabeth and Benny could get married if they seriously wanted to.  Elisabeth said not until she’s 18, but her mother’s willingness to sign a paper for her saying she could marry now made all the difference in the world.  Is that crazy or what?!!!!!  OMG, I don’t understand why all the fucking trouble over something that she considered a concession on our part.  And I don’t know if we’re stupid to have made it.

I think we were, but this goddamned raising teenagers thing is for the birds.  I can’t hack it.  I don’t understand this girl AT ALL, and I don’t know if I really want to or not.  Yes, I do.  No, I probably never will.  She was brought up by lies and deceit, and now her mother is all hurt that she learned it so well…..you reap what you sow.  I guess I sowed it, somewhere along the way, too.  Paybacks for how I was with Daddy.

I’m doomed, and I know it.  So the fuck what?

Jack, mixed with a touch of Piers