Nothing in common

We just had a call from Elisabeth, which interrupted a call to Tiffany. It’s strange, but my heart feels like a block of ice right now. I feel as if I have no love inside me for Elisabeth. This is not true, I am sure. I hope. It CAN’T be true. What kind of MOTHER am I if I can’t feel love or happiness for my daughter?
Tiffany was stressed. The kidlets, as we call her children, were giving her a hard time, and she wasn’t coping well….at least for the moment she wasn’t. I feel enormous love, respect, and a desire to lighten Tiffany’s burdens. So opposite from her sister.
Something is fundamentally wrong with me. I don’t know what it is, but I want to cry because of it. But I can’t cry right now.
I’m sorry.
Betty