No idea for a title *edit*

Today is starting better than it seemed it would. I’m aching for a confrontation, but I’m not angry with anyone in my spouse’s body, so my ache is not causing problems for us.

Louis woke up from a nightmare in which Adam informed us that Tiffany was NOT coming to Texas. Then, the poor boy comes out and checks e-mail. Wouldn’t you know it? There’s an e-mail from the other daughter, Elisabeth, saying SHE is not coming to Texas!!!!

Louis and Jack took turns shedding tears, with a little Betty thrown in for good measure. I’m not crying. I have no reason to cry, because I feel like Elisabeth MUST learn from her own mistake….which happens to be one of the things she said in the e-mail. I’m not exactly Mr. Compassion, though, so…..

NO TEARS. ONLY FIGHTS.

Through it all, I’ll remember my brave nephews words….we’ll make it because he said so!

PdC

I’m so sleepy now.  It’s 1:47am, and we’re still awake because Bandit has become very ill very suddenly.  I believe that God will heal her, but I don’t know if that will be by making her well or letting her die and go to Doggy Heaven.  I do think animals have a place in Heaven.  Maybe?Tiffany had a nightmare last night, too.  In it, Adam stabbed her in the side while she was trying to board a bus.She was a little on the heebie-jeebied side, I think, by my nightmare, just as I was/am.I’m not sure who I am right now, to be honest.  Louis was out for Bandit earlier, but I’m too damned sleepy to know anything but that my name is Herman Fredrick.I don’t want to go to sleep and leave Bandit in her condition alone.  Hank is awake right next to me at his computer (Mikey won’t like that I said "his" in reference to Hank, probably…he’ll say it’s HIS [Mikey’s] computer, not Hank’s! :)Anyway, I have no idea if Hank is as sleepy as I am.  Maybe I should ask him.I asked, he said he’s pretty sleepy, but he, too, is worried about leaving Bandit alone.So we stay up, I guess.  It’s not the end of the world.  And I do think Bandit will get well, because the spouse I have is good at dealing with ill animalia.Anywho….Goodnight all!

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January 19, 2006