They may have smeared me over the parking lot

It is 3:52am, and I am annoyed that I am awake.  Mikey was awake earlier.  Well, I don’t think it was Mikey.  I think it was Sean or maybe even Petey.  Whomever it was did not identify himself.  Anyway, I woke up, after going to bed at about 10:30pm, and I couldn’t sleep anymore past 3am.

I want to go back to bed, but I don’t know if I can sleep again yet.

So did my title cause you to read this entry?  Let me explain….

We went to Corsicana today.  I was afraid to go, because the last few times I’ve left the house unguarded, unpleasant things happened.  Needless to say, though, Mama needed me so we went.  Jack is SUCH a Mama’s boy!

For the first time in almost three years, we saw Tessy, our beautiful (and VERY talkative) niece through brother Wayne.  It was a nice reunion.

My grandmothers seemed….okay….I had to think of a word for it.  They weren’t turning cartwheels, but they were both in a good frame of mind and happy enough, though Memaw has forgotten some more things and people.  With prodding, some of it comes back.  I wanted so much to tell her I know she’s afraid of where this will lead, and that I’m here for her, and I DID tell her that whether or not she remembers things or people, we’ll always love her.  I’m glad I told her that, even if she forgets I said it.

On the way home, Mikey and Piers (it wound up being him, to start with) stopped in Dawson to get drinks.  Piers noticed the car rattling, and boy do we ever know what that can lead to!  So we stopped again in Hubbard.  That’s when I came out.

There was a bunch of guys parked and hanging out in the lot.  Naturally, this brings up our defenses, as it was a hick town and we are a gay male body.  Often, those two things do not mix well, you know?  So I marched my UNhappy ass into the store to buy oil and MiniThins….we didn’t get much sleep at all.

I was thinking that those boys would start trouble, but they kept to themselves, which was for the best for all of us.  I envisioned two scenarios : Me taking them all on, whipping them, and then telling them to spread it around that a GIRL kicked their asses. 

OR

Them wiping the parking lot with my sorry ass!  LMAO

Anyway….

I am sleepy.  I think I’ll try to go back to bed.  It’s 4:01am.  An hour awake, just like the old days again.  Wonder if I’ll go back to sleep like in the old days.

Hank, you twit, I love you!!!!!

Elf