5:16pm – doing somewhat better

Now I’m just trying to keep from focusing on how much pain my stupid legs are causing AND trying not to be depressed because of our financial situation.

I swear, I have GOT to get a job.  That’s all there is to it.  When/IF they ever approve my fucking Paxil, I will be so glad when it kicks in good and strong and I can go back to work.  This cut in pay really hurt us.  We paid the house payment, the cell bill, and the water bill.  That’s it!

We have a rather LARGE electric bill, and I am sure before too long, they’ll cut us off.  Then we lose phone, cable, and electricity really all in one fell swoop.

To hell with thinking.  I’ll just be a veggie.

DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUH.

Ok, that works.

My Key, My Mikey, I love you forever times PI cubed plus one,

Your Jack