11:05pm – Enter, Drama Queen

Proving it, bit by bit……

Ok, as evidenced by the title I chose, I know this is going to sound melodramatic.  Too bad.  Here goes.

I have briefly chronicled my GI problems on here of late.  One reason I did is because I already know that when my biopsy results come in, if they tell me everything is NOT normal….which I already know it isn’t….I want there to be a record that I have been telling My Mikey about my pain all along.  Not only My Mikey, but I do tell him.

I’ve already noticed that when I complain about something, which is often, he doesn’t believe me until he has proof of whatever is bothering me.  Funny.  I believe his hip hurts, even though the doctors have mostly said it’s nothing major.  I guess I’m not worth belief.  I already knew that, though.

Obviously, I’m a depressed drama queen right now.  I just wish when I said something, it merited belief sometimes without proof.  I’m in a great deal of discomfort, because the Nexium hasn’t really started working yet, and I really feel as if I have an ulcer.  But I suppose I will wait until the biopsy results come in to have anyone really believe.  Same with ears.  Same with eyes.  Same with life.  No one would believe I was actually alive if they didn’t see me breathing, walking, and talking.

But I am alive.  This I know.

My Mikey, I love you forever times PI cubed plus one,

Your Jack