Talk warn talk warn ignore ignore

PROVE IT, HERMY……

Should know she ain’t never gonna listen, but takes me a while to learn a lesson, I guess.

She just keep talking and talking. We warn her, she ignore the warning. What will get through to her? Only thing is when Oscar get mad enough to attack, and then she just complain when he does, cause she don’t know if she only listen to us, maybe he won’t attack.

Big Lola person, you too much for me to take. I try to tell Mikey I’m upset with the songs, and he don’t get it. You don’t ever get it, so I ain’t suprised, but Mikey is supposed to know and doesn’t. I don’t talk much when I am scared, so music or writing all that helps, and they get overlooked, too. Don’t know what to do, cause nobody cooperate. Almost make me wanna hate the whole world, cause nobody wanna listen.

Fine then. Don’t wanna listen the nice way, have it the hard way!

Jacksbetterhalf

June 18, 2005

the Jackie music is scary? it sounded fun to me i like it alot kinda action music like in a action movie i thought I’m sorry louis for not catching it I know u get very quiet when ur scared and im scattered cuz of pain that why I asked about going to stacys id make sure the scary person was gone be4 we do i promise

lolamae

Sometimes when I am on the phone with Chris I talk alot because he is a good listener and does not interject unless he thinks I am either in danger or he is angry with someone. I miss him alot. For a few months, we were very close and he kept me from breaking down complerely when Malcolm was first gone. That makes it even more special that he calls. I do not know how to handle Louis and leave that

for Mikey. I talk to Chris because he listens and does not complain about the sound of my voice. He is not getting paid to listen like a therapist and he does not belittle me. Oscar is new to me and seems to be mad all the time. When he gets to acting out, I have learned the best thing to do is let him have his fit and maybe he will feel better.

Your nusic is a personal thing that I think you do and I do not try to infer a meaning from it. Most of the time the music was playing I was in the back watching tv or talking to Chtis.