2:11am – NUTS!!!!!

OMG, I’m going insane!!!!!  Malcolm is up, and he has something to say about everything!!!!  EVERYTHING!!!!  When the blue type starts, that’s when Betty needs to say something.  It’s about to happen, because I’m about to let her out to talk.

Ok, this is I, the Almighty Ice Queen.  Today has been a really rough day.  Again, Mikey did not leave.  Hank stayed out and helped Tiffany all damned day again.  On top of that, Malcolm has been here, driving me crazy, because he won’t shut the fuck up.  It’s a minor miracle that I haven’t turned loose with another shoe on him. 

I got nasty with Hank, earlier.  I screamed at him that he doesn’t really love me, or he’d be here already.  I told him he was a coward, and said a lot of other mean things.  With exception of the part that he doesn’t love me, I was pretty accurate.  That doesn’t mean that I don’t feel bad about it, though.  I do.  I’m turning the reins back over to Jack now….one final comment….Hank and Mikey, please forgive me.  Here’s Jacky Boy.

And they need an apology from me, as well.  I’ve been a raving paranoiac over this not leaving for Texas yet thing.  It’s been buggering my mind, and I feel so close to going nuts!  Lola is asleep.  Malcolm, who knows full fucking well that I’m claustrophobic, was (until he read what I typed) standing about 2 centimeters away from me.  He does that a lot.  Stands close, and also reads things he really has no business reading.  He just said he needs a role model.  I feel like a bad influence on children, so I’m not the one, I guess.  I love the crazy kid.  I’ll give him that. 

Anyway, this has been another day of my acting the jackass towards everybody.  I hate that kind of day.  Hate, hate, go away; come again….NEVER GODDAMNIT!!!!!!

My Key, My Mikey, and Hank, I love you forever times PI cubed plus one,

Your Jack