8:19am – SleepyJack

PROVE IT, HERMY……

I got my wakeup call about thirty minutes ago from my sister.  Today, Carl and I are AGAIN going to  Corsicana, to help out my sister.  I’m sleepy, and my mind is rather fuzzy right now.  Carl should be arriving any old time now.  Then I’m gonna e-mail My Mikey, and we’ll head out to AutoZone whenever my never-on-time sis gets into Waco.  I just realized last night why I’m so passionate about plans being made, kept, and NOT CHANGED…..I’m obsessive compulsive!!!!  I have known this about myself for years, and there IS an official diagnosis of it to confirm.  I have a standing one-week rule, as I call it.  Let me know you want me to do something major at LEAST one week in advance, and God forbid you change the plans once they’re made.  But then, my sister ALWAYS changes plans up until the fucking plans are executed.  I may have to hurt her over that someday! LOL

I lost my temper with Mama last night, because she didn’t seem to follow anything I was saying about the trip today.  She and MH seem to think that Carl has no input on plans that involve him.  Now, they do that with me, too, which is inexcusable, but they really don’t want to do that with other people, because other people can more freely tell MH to fuck off.  It’s amazing to me how oblivious my sister is to how much hostility SHE garners from people.  Most people I know see her a good sister, but one who goes WAAAAAY overboard and is a bully, to boot.  She offers the option to say “no” to what she’s asking, but try to do that.  Try to say no!!!!  She makes it seem like you’ve murdered someone!

Today will be yet another fucking day of longing to talk to My Mikey, and having to put up with my sister’s AND my grandmother’s criticisms when I DO get to talk to him.  Fuck ’em!  He’s my husband, and I’ll talk to him if I damn-well feel like it!!!!  I will not deny him for ANY reason.  Especially not people who so strongly disapprove of him and our relationship, in general.

MH is calling back, so I’m gonna wrap this up for now.

My Mikey, I love you forever times PI cubed plus one,

Your Jack

 

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