11:29pm – My Key sleeps….

PROVE IT, HERMY……

I am awfully ashamed of my recent temper tantrums.  I am learning, bit by bit, that everything can’t always go my way.  Big revelation, eh?  Whoopaloo, I should’ve known that YEARS ago!!!!

My Mikey (shineth) is asleep, most likely for the night.  We have shared some wonderful times lately.  Hell, since I have known him, which has been the greatest 2 1/2 years of my life.  I love Peter Henry Campbell, all that are present inside of him, with all my heart, soul, and body.

There is another new development.  There is a 9yo boy in my husband’s body.  He calls himself Pippen, for now, but he keeps changing his name.  Maybe, like Daddy, he finds variety enthralling, to some degree.  I told My Mikey to invite all our babies (and those who are not such babies anymore) to pile around us in the Daddy Chair of our minds.  We are a family, all cuddled and snugglebugged.

Apparently, nobody ever invited Pippen to lie down and relax with them before.  He has kept My Mikey’s body awake some nights, which is one reason for the constant naps and early bedtimes.  He is my boy-child, my son, one of my darling children.  Part of our family.  Of course, my boy can sleep on his Daddy.

I am very sleepy, so I think I’ll put on a movie, lie down with my beautiful family, and enjoy a good night’s sleep.

My Mikey….

I am so terribly sorry for the bullshit you have been putting up with lately, from all of us.  The Phantom tips his head in your direction and commends you for your eternal support.  Betty blows her favorite brother-in-law a kiss.  I am holding you, my love, as always.  I always will, you know.  I’m in love with you, have you heard?

I think I’ll soak and read in the tub for a little bit, and then I, too, shall hit the sack.

My Mikey, and all my beautiful, darling family,

I love you forever times pi cubed plus one,

Your Jack/Daddy