2:13pm – Doctor time

PROVE IT, HERMY……

And I am missing him badly.  It is to the point that if he gets told he can’t come, I may go into hibernation and let Betty deal with everything until he CAN come home.  That might hurt Mikey, so we need to discuss it.  I am in so much pain, because fear hurts.  I am more afraid that my husband can’t come home than I’ve ever been afraid of anything in my life.

I hope he gets back to the condo soon and calls.  I can’t seem to stay asleep, because Lola keeps coming into the room and waking me up, goddamnit.

My Mikey, I love you forever times pi cubed plus one,

Your Jack

2:27pm

No sooner had I put on a movie to TRY to distract me than I started thinking….

After missing the last flight, Mikey wanted to take a dive off a tall building.  If he has to miss this one, he needs me to stay and stay strong.  I won’t disappear and let Betty out for good.  I can’t do that to MY MIKEY.

I love you forever times pi cubed plus one, My Key, My Mikey,

Your Jack