To our Sharkie….Mikey, you’ll like this one

Our Darling Charlie,
 
I was just reading back over previous entries in this diary, and something hit me rather hard.
There was a time when you were ready to integrate back into Peter.  Do you remember that?  You “disappeared” for a matter of months.  Charlie, I’m so sorry.  When you said you felt sad that your “usefulness” was used up and you had no reason to stay, I didn’t beg you to stay, as I should have.  We need you.  Mikey, please don’t get jealous, but I need Charlie, too.
It just hit me that I seemed so willing to let you slip away.  Lately, I think Mikey has been feeling the same emotion that you did that day.  I have made him wonder, it seems, if I WANT him to stay.
Let me cast aside the doubts here :
I NEED YOU, MIKEY
I NEED YOU, CHARLIE
I NEED YOU, STEVIE
I NEED YOU, AGGIE
I NEED YOU, PETEY
I NEED YOU, EMMA
I NEED YOU, MEME
and of course…
I NEED YOU, PETERLOVE!
All eight persons who inhabit the body are so special to me.  I talk entirely too much about the possibility of integration.  I have got to stop doing this, as it no doubt will lead to increased insecurity.  I NEED YOU ALLLLLLLL!
Mikey, I have devoted my life to you.
As long as you exist, which is painful to word that way, I am yours completely, baby.
Charlie, I am so sorry I did not fully appreciate you, my darling.
I love you!
 
I love MY FAMILY forever times pi cubed plus one,
 
Hermy