This fine Sunday

Mikey is sleeping, thank goodness. Yes, I miss him terribly, but he needs sleep so much, and he was insomniac full-force last night.

In spite of having been awake for a few hours, I am only just beginning to think clearly. I haven’t done so yet, so I hereby promise to do my best not to lose my temper today. Jack, I am with you!

I am brimming with love. I so want to hold on to Mikey all day every day. My beautiful, precious, lovely man. My husband, whom I treasure above anyone and anything…..you are my life, baby. My darling Michael.

As the light washes over me, I shall go take a morning bath to cleanse the outside, too. If Mikey wakes while I’m in the tub, hopefully he can call and let the phone ring twice and hang up, if he can’t talk. That’s one of our signals that he needs me and can’t talk about it aloud. Thank God, that will soon be over. My baby will soon be free!

No more restrictions, baby. Be you, free and gloriously yourself. You are a magnificent man, and your nature gleams with goodness. You, my precious baby, are the greatest man alive, and I am grateful that I see this! I am grateful for so many things because of your love, baby. Thank you, Mikey. Thank you for loving me and being with me. Thank you for having been my best friend for these past two years. Thank you for being YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU! I don’t know why no one else ever said these words that you so richly deserve and need to hear. I will say them every single day for the rest of our life. That’s another guarantee. Rock-solid, of course, sweet one! 😉

We’re so blessed!

I love you forever times pi cubed plus one,

Hermy