New day, new way

This is a brand new day, and it serves as the beginning of a brand new way.

My darling Mikey Baby is talking to me on Yahoo….well, he’s brb’ed for right now, that’s why I’m typing. I just took a long honkin’ walk. While at the store, intending to buy a hammer and nails to fix our bed, I found some things for the children. For Petey, there are four trucks….a little bigger than Hot Wheels. I hope he likes them. For Emma, I found a new teddy bear….orange, which is near and dear to my heart, too, because it’s Mikey’s favorite color.

We came so close to the edge last night. It made me realize that I have to be more assertive with myself to change. I will no longer let anyone else rule our marriage. That’s OUR JOB! I was letting Dawn, Lola, Malcolm, and some others get in the way of showing my Mikey how much I love him and how much I support him. In short, I was NOT being supportive.

Those days is over! I have not lost my temper today. I made myself a promise that I would not lose control. Mikey cannot tolerate it when I, his last hope for safety right now, become unsafe. That means I have to be safe. Gladly. My Mikey is well worth the changes that have to be made.

Mikey, I told Jack I love him this morning. I realized that he is a lot like Stevie and even you in some ways. He will not listen to unkindness. He listens to love. So I gave him love. I have to keep doing that. You showed me how to do that last night, baby. Thank you so very much!

I love you forever times pi cubed plus one, Mikey Baby,

Hermy