8:36am – bitch that I am

It’s not a good morning. I want Mikey, and he’s apparently asleep, and I’m feeling like a baby…wanting to cry and scream until I have him. I won’t do that, of course.

I had to take Lola, my old friend and new tenant, to work – she never STOPS working, goddamnit. I had a personal matter with which I needed her help this morning, and because she only woke me up in time to get ready to take her to work, I have to do without what I have to do. It required her to read and sign either the lease or a note stating what she agreed to pay for rent and what is/isn’t her financial responsibility to me.

The lack of water service here is pissing me off. Lola has water again, and I find that highly unfair, because it is because of her old bill being tacked onto MY NAME that I had mine disconnected to begin with!!!! As of this moment, because the Social Security people are being bitches from Hell, I would have to pay $402 to get water again. What’s up with this? Am I cursed?

Mikey Baby, I really enjoyed our time together yesterday, and I so look forward to spending whatever time I can with you. It just hit me that Dawn is home, so I will basically spend most of the day alone. Fuck this. We HAVE to get you here, baby!

I love you forever times pi cubed plus one,

Hermy