hurt + angry = hungry

Tonights update is brought to you from the middle of a shark tank. Well a tunnel in the middle at least.

Me and mike had another big arguement before, always good news. It might be a good thing, but its left me questioning a lot. Not in a terrible way, but I was so, so very angry at him and I hate that I cant just make it all stop.

I have been sat at mikes work since 3 o’clock, and am losing the will to live. The place is a fucking joke sometimes. Its now 5.15 and mike probably wont be out til after 6. This is his day off as well. After wandering around photographing everything, I sat down to continue with bill brysons notes from a small island on my ereader to find that somehow it didnt charge, and so my only option is to reread page 192-193 from now until whenever.

It was to be so eloquently romantic too. Sat reading listening to serene music, and as I glance up from my book a nurse shark comes gliding in a nestles against the glass next to me, as if wishing to read over my shoulder. However, she got sick of reading the same page also and buggered off for a swim.

Hehe, I glanced up as I wrote that and the bowmouth swam over me and looked as if it was waving to me. Maybe she wants me to say hi….

I am going to go crazy sat here listening to a loop of a track which involves a ship sinking and water dripping and eerie voices asking for help. In a huge centre where I am alone, and the only people who do wk past me sporadically, look at me as if I may be dead, and when they realise im not, ask me what I am doing there, like I am trying to stow away in here.

I am so hungry. The room next to me has vending machines, but I dont want to walk across the freshly cleaned floor only to fins out that its not turned on, or for it to make a ruddy loud clatter. Being here is embarassing enough.

he better get this promotion or I swear someones being drowned. Potentially me.

Im not sure if im going crazy but it appears the sharks are learning to conga. Either that or they are practising swimming in convoy. Maybe they are trying to cheer me up?

I think I am going crazy. Only 45 minutes to go.

heelllppp mmeeeeeee