Not feeling great

 Don’t feel so well today so I’m pretty much going to summarize the last few days.

I had my haircut quite short, (Fringe is the longest length of hair) thanks to my hair straighteners blowing up before christmas with my hair in them, leaving a nice big frazzled patch.

Mike still doesn’t know anything on the job front, which is impacted by the fact that its the person who we are waiting on to decide’s birthday on friday, complete with party, and i really dont want to have anything to do with her until i know what’s going on.  But i’ll go a brave it.  We’re staying in a hotel that night, so yay for alone time.  Boo for the fact that Mike’s Ex will also be at the party but I am desperately trying to forget that part.

We had a bit of a spat yesterday, but i’m trying to make things run smoother for us by not being childish and such.  Which is harder than it sounds.  I’m feeling a little betrayed by something that was done, but I can’t really say anything, as I only know thanks to also being naughty.  And I hate that I did. But I really want things to go back to how they were.  And we need each other now more than ever.  

I have really decluttered, and I am getting rid of loads of things so yay for a start! 

Right, well I’m off to make tea.  I need to preoccupy myself to stop from sulking about things like that Mike is 2hours late home from work.  For the right reasons, but Its hard not to be selfish, especially when I’m not well, and have wanted a cuddle since he left for work this morning. 🙁

BBFN Y’all xx