A New Beginning

I’ve heard that when one door closes, another opens.

I had a huge door close, and a ton of smaller doors open. So I suppose this is true.

Rob and I broke up at the end of March. Sometimes I still can’t believe it. I also can’t believe that I didn’t completely break down. Instead, I got better. I changed. And I think I grew up some, too.

I have more time for doing other things I love. I’ve become particularly attached to my Xbox – ha!

He started seeing a girl I suspected him of cheating on me with two weeks after we broke up. I felt like I got slapped in the face. That was the worst of it. But then I realized that I’m a lot better off.

That student teacher I mentioned? I’ve kinda fallen for him. But I’m ignoring that because it’ll never happen, and I’m okay with that. 🙂

I can’t believe band is over. I miss it so much already. I think I’m mourning its loss more than I am Rob’s.

But there are bigger and brighter things ahead.

Who knows when I’ll write again. Maybe soon, maybe not. Depends on life.