12/24/2010

Christmas Eve.  I’m looking forward to seeing my family, and the fellowship that goes along with it.

Why then, with so many things going right in my life, do I feel like crying? Do I dread leaving the house?  My family isn’t a problem, it’s Tina’s. And it’s sad that Tina is dreading Christmas with her family even more and I am. 

Her brother the thief and the liar, her other brother who I may actually end up hitting this year if I hear the words "bitch" or "cunt" escape his lips and directed at her. I don’t care what shit you’re dealing with, you will be civil to her or I will flat lay you the fuck out. And that isn’t me. I don’t fight, but I won’t put up with it.

We saw most of them at Thanksgiving and she started crying as soon as we got in the car.  Kept asking how she had come from that.  It breaks my heart. Jerry Springer could eat well for quite a while if he had her family on to discuss the stuff I know about, never mind the stuff that I haven’t witnessed or heard about.

Pray for me, for patience and strength.

Merry Christmas, and I love you all.

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we are dreadding our family christmas again this year too. It ruins the spirit of christmas knowing you have to dealk w/ ppl whom you really dont care about. Even tho they are family. Its sad really. We only see my dads side once, maybe twice a year cuz no one gets along and everyone ates eachother, so why do insit on getting together every year for a day of faking interestet in eachother?

December 24, 2010

I hope it all goes well. I’m dreading tomorrow if nothing for the sheer inconvenience of having to bend over backwards for my grandparents. Merry Christmas. 🙂

December 24, 2010

ahhh, a husband who defends his wifes honour— you go guy!!!!

December 26, 2010

Oh wow. Just…wow! I hope everything went smoothly.

December 27, 2010

If my family spoke to me that way, I think I would just choose to celebrate with friends or someone else. How incredibly rude! I hope it all turned out okay.

Did it go alright o.o; RYN: See, you simplified it for me lol, thanks. I forgot about the nothing box. To girls having nothing in our heads is impossible.

RYN: Yeah that makes sense. I did feel bad that I nitpicked after he went grocery shopping for us. That was nice of him. Maybe later when he feels better I can ask him if he is stressed out or I made him feel like a dumbass or something. How are you doing anyways?

January 23, 2011

Thanks so much for the compliments!

RYN: So you know what I mean! But I can also see it from his perspective, or hers. They just want to spend as much time with us as possible. (someone pointed out to me) So yeah, it’s annoying, but it’s kinda of sweet, right? Annoying, but thoughtful at the same time >.< Blargh.

RYN: Maybe he’d be more receptive to helping me out before as well. It’s just, once a week and it is difficult for him to last. And you know how women are. It always takes us longer… It just hurt my feelings. Makes me think, if he really was trying to last for my pleasure, why wouldn’t he help me out? Rawr. There just isn’t an excuse…