Finding out about my baby girl!!

So I had a meeting a Caylen’s school today… She is in kindergarten, her teacher is awesome and very involved in everything with her students… She is young so typically means that she is fresh and more open to ideas then most

We have been having meetings about once a month to discus Caylen’s behavior… It use to be ruff and a lil on the ruff edges but about two months ago we have found much improvement well now we are having problems with her attention span so NOW for the past two months we have been trying to find ways to get Caylen more interested in her school work and also trying to get her to want to focus and concentrate and let me tell you it has not been fun!!

Today was a very different meeting!! This had 6 people attending verses the 4 that have been in there!! This time we were disussing ways to go about learning why Caylen is having difficulties!!

They gave me a refferel to see a Dr… Now this is familiar territory to me cause I had ADHD as a child and I know what it is like to not be able to focus and not understand why I was getting into trouble!! This is so hard to go through!! I wish I could help Caylen understand, but I know for a fact that there is nothing I can say to her that will make things any better…

So I told Charlie her father about everything that was going on… Lord Jesus knows that I hate confronting him about anything… He is so stubborn and ignorrant and does not have an open mind about anything…

He tells me today that I am not going to take her to the doctor that the school is stupid that they just want to put her on drugs and that he is going to take her from me… and etc!! I dont know what to do with myself when he puts me through this!! I HATE this I get so Errrrrr…

I will be back in a lil while I need to go EAT my emotions away!!!