Why do I act like Christine?

Soo… Jen hirring someone I guess really up set me, cause I automaticly did not like the person she hired! Not because I had anything against her but I am guessing cause subconsciously I was thinking that she was there to take over…

Even though I dont really know that!

Plus today I talked to Jen (My assistant manager) and she was giving me some extra responsability.. so just maybee she is not trying to get rid of me!

I guess I will just have to see to find out!

 

The guy that I said I was talking to, (Shane) well he turned out to only want one thing… Uh huh! So I went out on a date with him on Saturday! PLus Xai and Josh and Julia went with us well actually we followed them there!

He didn’t like that… He said that he thought it was just going to be me and him! He didnt really pay as much attention to me after I gave him what he wanted, and i am so ashamed that I let it go that far! Soooo…

I let him go last night .. I told him that I just didn’t see it working out! He said that he wasn’t feeling it anyways!

 

So ohh well~!

Next Please!

 

 

I want my next relationship to be a good one! I really do! Someone that I click with and can talk to forever on the phone, someone who I just cant get enogh of, and who feels the same way about me!

 

I guess for now i should just focus on Caylen and my job and get my ass in gear and hurry and make as much money as I can and MOVE! I need my own place!

Caylen deserves her own room… decorated the way she wants… Plus she needs her own clost and so do I!

 

Change of subject but I am in love with country music lately!

I think I am really wanting a country man! some one who works all day comes home and exspects the house clean dinner cooked kisses me when he walks in the door! 

A MAN that wants more in life then just what he gets.. someone who wants to motivate me to be a better person!

Here I go again talking about RELATIONSHIPS and what I want! I guess I am just a hopeless romantic! I want to be in love and be loved by someone who cant stand NOT being with me!I want him to want to come home at the end of the day not only cause he is tired but because he misses me and wants to hold me and see his babies and well you know….

 

Christine Elizabeth Krzaczkowski!