yeah i still know what buttons to push

Rollie (4/6/2010 10:40:35 AM): Y ddnt u just ask here we were both on
Rollie (4/6/2010 10:48:55 AM): Did u empty your unit? I need to know so i can close the contract

O (4/6/2010 11:14:53 AM): i don’t have you on my messenger list anymore

Rollie (4/6/2010 1:57:36 PM): Ok
Rollie (4/6/2010 1:57:38 PM): H

O (4/6/2010 1:58:13 PM): hello

Rollie (4/6/2010 1:57:57 PM): Hows the new beau?

O (4/6/2010 1:58:28 PM): he’s great thanks for asking
O (4/6/2010 1:58:43 PM): how are the kids doing?

Rollie (4/6/2010 1:58:51 PM): Growin like weeds-

O (4/6/2010 1:59:25 PM): good deal

Rollie (4/6/2010 1:59:19 PM): Cuntface is lookin for work in phoenix this summer
Rollie (4/6/2010 1:59:33 PM): So might be moving

O (4/6/2010 2:00:10 PM): good for her. job market sucks here. i hope she finds something out there that’s worth it

Rollie (4/6/2010 2:00:09 PM): Im taking judo and muy thai
Rollie (4/6/2010 2:00:25 PM): And im prolly moving too

O (4/6/2010 2:01:02 PM): good deal

Rollie (4/6/2010 2:01:16 PM): Yup-okay well i gta get movin
Rollie (4/6/2010 2:01:39 PM): Ill chat u up later
Rollie (4/6/2010 2:05:52 PM): Susan hall says hi

O (4/6/2010 2:06:28 PM): ok

Rollie (4/6/2010 2:06:46 PM): R u ok w/ me keepimg pyper?

O (4/6/2010 2:07:42 PM): i wouldn’t have been ok with you giving my desk away, but i didn’t know you were going to. as for Pyp, i miss her so bad, but i can’t have her here and i don’t have anyone to take her

Rollie (4/6/2010 2:08:28 PM): Ok-desk is gone get over that sorry i had to
Rollie (4/6/2010 2:08:54 PM): U can have mine if u want

O (4/6/2010 2:12:01 PM): i don’t want yours

Rollie (4/6/2010 2:09:55 PM): ….
Rollie (4/6/2010 2:11:23 PM): Alright-ur obviously done talking to me so see ya around
Rollie (4/6/2010 2:12:06 PM): Ok

O (4/6/2010 2:12:58 PM): i’m lagging

Rollie (4/6/2010 2:13:16 PM): Sorry/-im on my fone msgr

O (4/6/2010 2:14:32 PM): and don’t be a jerk, i’ve been more than civil with you about everything
O (4/6/2010 2:19:11 PM): i guess i just don’t understand why you had to give away my desk to make room, when you could’ve put it with the rest of my stuff or called and said that you really needed me to come get my stuff is all. i loved that desk.

Rollie (4/6/2010 2:21:17 PM): Im not being a jerk-and i hinestly feel that there was more than adequate time to come get your stuff, i had no lace to put the desk and when i freecycled the dining room table someone took the desk
Rollie (4/6/2010 2:21:29 PM): J didnt do it to be a dick
Rollie (4/6/2010 2:23:25 PM): Sooo-i made it easier and less painful for both of us and rented ur unit

O (4/6/2010 2:23:48 PM): you posted both of them. but whatev, it doesn’t matter. it’s just stuff. i’m happier than i’ve been in years, i’ve lost 40lbs and life is pretty good. so stuff is stuff.
O (4/6/2010 2:24:12 PM): what’s painful? the only part that would bother me anymore about coming to the house would be the cat or the kids
O (4/6/2010 2:24:15 PM): it’s not my home
O (4/6/2010 2:25:46 PM): they aren’t my kids, you’ve made that very clear in the fact that no one is allowed to see them. so, what’s there to be pain about?

Rollie (4/6/2010 2:26:08 PM): Great im happy for u on the weight loss and happiness-i too have lost weight and am kinda happy-sorry i ruined such a big portion of your life-

O (4/6/2010 2:26:55 PM): i’m sorry you did too

Rollie (4/6/2010 2:27:41 PM): Wow
Rollie (4/6/2010 2:28:02 PM): Now whos being a bitch?

O (4/6/2010 2:28:37 PM): just agreeing with you is all. i’m not all that bitter actually

Rollie (4/6/2010 2:29:25 PM): Ok

O (4/6/2010 2:30:04 PM): i just want to change my name back and pretend like it all never happened

Rollie (4/6/2010 2:32:08 PM): Im done talkin to you-what started as a civil convesation has angered me and thays not good for my chi, i have learned that the positive things i hqve done for you, i will never be thanked for-and the negative things i will be faulted for
Rollie (4/6/2010 2:32:30 PM): I would like it very much if you changed your name back

O (4/6/2010 2:33:07 PM): lmfao, have a wondemous day. i have no reason to keep yours.

Rollie (4/6/2010 2:33:16 PM): Fuck u

O (4/6/2010 2:35:31 PM): i’ve told you before Erick, it was all up to you and you never tried. so you can make me out to be the bitch, it’s ok. i’m good with myself. i’m happy with myself. but just remember this, i gave you everything i had in my heart and my soul for 6 years and i don’t believe for one second that you gave me a tenth of your heart or soul. i believe that you lied to me and cheated on me regularly. it doesn’t matter now even if you did. i’m over it. i can live with how i treated you and acted towards you. it’s you that has to live with how you treated me.
Rollie (4/6/2010 2:35:15 PM): Thanks for nothing

O (4/6/2010 2:35:54 PM): did you really think we were going to be friends after all this?

Rollie (4/6/2010 2:39:45 PM): Cheated and lied regularly? You think that? Really? After supporting you and trying to make it a go? Wow….your still convinced im an unfaithful person-that i couldnt be monogomous with you? Ur crazy-and no i had no intentioons of being friends i will file on payday-you got your stuff back, now i just want the name so i fan move away and have no worries

Apparently I am crazy. Who knew? This all started with him sending me the paperwork for my storage unit. I emailed him this morning to see if he knew where my glasses where, like had he packed them up somewhere or were they still in the house or something. My contacts are bothering me big time and I need my glasses or something. So after the email he asks me why I didn’t just talk to him on messenger. Dude, I took you off my messenger in September.

He’s fuckin stupid. He wants his name back so he can move far away and have no worries? I’ve never held him back, if anything I’ve helped him along more than I ever should’ve.

I thank the gods I never had kids with him. I thank the gods for Tosh. And how did he even find out about Tosh?