i love you baby

uh yep 😀

*sigh* he said it this morning as we were cuddling in bed. out of nowhere he says “i love you baby” and i whispered “i love you too”. *sigh* he’s wondemous. he changed his facebook status on Tuesday from single to in a relationship. i was kinda shocked. but we just don’t talk about these things and i’m ok with that. like i’ve said, i’m just taking things day by day.

we didn’t go walking today, it was too fucking cold. so we ended up at his house so he could take a shower and his mom bought me this little pink bunny. lol. she’s so funny, but she said she saw it and thought of me. i found it sweet and i thanked her and gave her a hug. i think i shocked her a bit with that, but whatever. i’m a huggy type person.

O: were you tired?
O: you should’ve just stayed a little while longer
Tosh: not quite yet but i didnt wanna drive home tired
Tosh: or try and talk you into letting me stay
Tosh: lol
O: you don’t have to talk me into letting you stay
O: i’m not the problem
O: lol
Tosh: hahah
Tosh: i know
O: i love waking up my favorite way
Tosh: i do too
O: so how often can i expect you to say i love you, now that you’ve said it once?
Tosh: lol
Tosh: i dont know
Tosh: i dont like to say it like 50 times a day
Tosh: cuz it loses meaning
Tosh: people take it for grasnted
O: lol no worries
O: i was just shocked to hear you say it at all
Tosh: why shockedx
Tosh: im capable
Tosh: lol
O: not what i meant
O: 😛
O: just didn’t expect it is all
Tosh: sorry
O: but i wouldn’t have said it back if i didn’t mean it. why are you sorry. it was awesome to hear.
O: it’s wonderful to be loved
Tosh: im glad
Tosh: it is
Tosh: i was waiting to say it till it felt like i couldnt hold it in anymore
Tosh: i am SO precious
O: *gag*
O: roflmfao
Tosh: i was serious
Tosh: lol
O: i was doing that about the precious thing
Tosh: i have wanted to say it a bunch of times
Tosh: lol
Tosh: i know
O: i have too, but i didn’t say it because i didn’t want to freak you out
Tosh: aw
Tosh: lol
O: well seriously i’ve done everything i can think of to not freak you out about anything.
Tosh: so detroit is 6 pnts ahead of calgary and only 2 behind nashville and they play nashville tomorrow nite
Tosh: well i appreciate that
Tosh: but thats scarry to think u might freak me out in a bunch of ways ur trying not to
Tosh: lol
O: i didn’t want you to think that i was rushing or anything. because i’ve just tried to take it day by day.
O: nah, i mean like emotionally. lol
Tosh: its cool
Tosh: im very easy going
Tosh: i used to jump so deep so fast
Tosh: but i learned a lesson
Tosh: lol
O: oh i know, but i just didn’t want it to feel rushed. and yeah i’ve been there too. too much too soon and you just get fucked in the end
O: i totally understand
Tosh: lol
O: i think you’re amazing though. and the first nite i talked to you i didn’t see things going where they are now
Tosh: ummm thanks
O: ok, i’ll just shut up now
O: lol
Tosh: yeah ur diggin a hooe
Tosh: hole
Tosh: lol
O: i miss you
Tosh: aw i miss u too
Tosh: its easier to fall asleep there
O: you just love my bed
O: lol
O: did you get the message i sent about Juan?
Tosh: yeah shes fuckin crazy
Tosh: lol
O: lil bit
Tosh: u gonna join their band
O: only if you’ll be my groupie
Tosh: lol
Tosh: i cant stop yawning
O: go to bed hunny
Tosh: i will be up bright and early tomorrow im sure
Tosh: i will soon
O: of course you will
O: you won’t be in a dark basement
O: lol
Tosh: ok my eyes r watering now from yawning i will call u tomorrow
Tosh: lol
Tosh: have a good night baby
O: ok. pretty dreams sweetheart
Tosh: nite
O: g’nite

this is the message that Juan sent me on Facebook-

O,

I am going to go in shpeel about how you should go back to singing !! their is some guys who are all right they are from work and they need a singer I have suggested you. I know you smoke and have not song in forever but this is fun not so real but somewhat plus it will get you out of the house and you will be able to meet people as well as get some emotions out and I know you loved singing I know it will do you good if I could sing I would in a heartbeat !! Their name is Jason And Jesse!!!

dude, i don’t sing anymore. it’s been a long time since i sang something and someone said “wow, that was beautiful” or “you have a really nice voice”. lmfao, all i get anymore is that i have a great phone sex voice. i don’t wanna sing in front of people anymore.

i’m so sleepy. it’s late. it’s been another awesome day aside from the fact i didn’t get to watch the Wings beat the shit out of the Blues. Sorry Pinkie, but it’s true. 🙂 i did get to watch the end of the Duke game. i’m so happy about that. i freakin love Duke!