Olympic Narcolepsy

i’ve been trying to post this entry for like 4 days. ugh!

I’ve been AWOL and it’s been wondemous. The only thing better would be if I’d have been in a cabin in the woods. I’ve been completely glued to the Olympics. It’s been awesome. Tosh and I have been sealed up in my room for like the last week watching Curling and Hockey. Dude, I never thought in a million years that curling could be so engrossing, but damn. 🙂 We’ve been yelling at the tv and saying “wtf?!” for days. It’s all winding down now and that makes me kinda sad. It’s been like the best week ever. For cereal.

At first we were all completely team Schuster, but then he choked. Repeatedly. So, Tosh is now completely anti-Schuster. I feel bad for the dude, and I still feel like he’s a good skip, he’s just not good with the pressure. And can I just say that announcers are such fucking snobs! Omg, the woman and man from Canada know all the shots and if you don’t take the shot that they think you should, well then you might as well be a piece of shit on the sheet. I totally heart curling. Really I do. The nationals are coming here next week and I think we’re going to go. Lol. for cereal. Tosh wants to make signs to taunt Schuster. I told him that it wasn’t very nice and that I couldn’t bail him out of jail. Lmfao. He said that if I wanted I didn’t have to sit next to him.

We also had a blast watching the women’s curlers. He’s all about team Netherlands, which is funny. They all kinda look like pixies. And he thinks that the chubby one looks like Natalie from the Dixie Chicks, so of course the guitar was busted out and a song was made for them. They scream a lot and most of it you can’t understand unless of course you speak Dutch. Lmfao, so we started using their words and the song was something along the lines of “yip yip yip, floozle, yip yip, harder”. I was dying. He made quite a few songs. I luff it.

Then of course there’s hockey. What a fucking let down that’s been! Omg! I really thought Team Red Wings, I mean Team Sweden was going to do so much better than they did. We were hoping that the Russians were going to stomp the Canadians, but did they? Fuck no, Ovie didn’t even smoosh Crosby like he should of. Fucker. I was so totally disappointed in him. But hey Fuck Rafalski (that’s what Tosh calls him because he used to play for the Devs) is having a killer Olympic run. 🙂 that makes me happy. I still feel bad for Zetterberg, Datsuyk, Lidstrom, Kronwell, Franzen and Broduer. Marty totally got the shaft from his team and Luongo isn’t the goalie that Marty is. At least Filpila is still in it? Go Team USA, get the gold! That’s all I can say about that. Lol. The hockey gods were not smiling on my boys yesterday.

In all it’s been an amazing week. Monday nite I’d have bet money that Tosh said “I love you baby” twice as he was falling asleep, but when I asked him what he said he mumbled “huh, nothin.” I’ve had loads of cuddle time and Tuesday morning we were laying in bed talking and snuggling and he kept sighing, so I finally asked him what was wrong and he said “ok, I think I’m falling in love wit cha.” And my tummy flipped and all I could say back was “I think I’m ok with that.” Since he said that, he’s been even more lovey and sweet. Looking back, these past 4 months have been some of the best I’ve had in years. Things are so much different than they were a year ago. Rollie telling me wanted a divorce is like the best thing that’s happened to me. I didn’t know how good and fun life could be.

I still need to find a job. And that sucks. The interview I had last week with the traveling hockey team didn’t go as well as I thought it was going to. So I didn’t get that job. I’ve applied for like 10 jobs in the last week and I can’t find shit. That’s really annoying me. I hate not having money.

All in all, life is good though. I’ve got an awesome boyfriend who thinks he loves me and that makes me happier than I can express. Yesterday we went to his house to hang out for a bit and his dad was all happy to see me. Even called me kiddo. lol He cracks me up. Tosh said that his mom told him that his dad loves me. I guess it’s not normal, he didn’t like Tosh’s ex at all and hates his ex wife. That makes me feel good. And sometimes he when Tosh talks to his boys he mentions me, so that makes me feel good as well. I’m trying not to rush ahead and over think anything because that’s when I start getting anxious and stupid and send him messages that don’t make sense and he tells me I’m a total girl. Lol. I can’t help it, I am what I am.

There was family drama 2 weeks ago, but I don’t really want to get into that right now. And this entry is so long that I need to end it now. 🙂