i think you beat me in my sleep
“ha, i don’t think so.” “but i have a bruise on my arm right here, see?”
The other day I was really pissed off at my family. Aunt Queenie called and asked me for Rollies phone number. When I asked her why she said she wanted to send the kids xmas presents. What do you need a phone number for when you have the address already? She got kinda snippy with me and I started getting all emo, so I told her the phone number and told her that I didnt want to know anything about it. Then she told me that she already sent presents home for the kids with my grandrents. I told her to do whatever she wanted, but I didnt want to know about it.
I dont see why its so hard for my family to understand that Rollie wont let me see the kids. He wont let me have anything to do with them, why would he let them? Tosh and I talked about it a little bit and he said he understood. He said that he wouldnt let his ex gf see his kids. I dont think he realizes that I raised those kids for the last 5 years. Whatev.
Then I talk to Aunt Ren and she tells me that she called Rollie last week to ask about the kids. *sigh* He gave her this big sob story about the bank trying to repo stuff in the house and his new hot tub. I knew he was fucking that woman that owned the swimming pool place. Fucking dick. He tried to blame all our problems on me and said that we arent talking anymore because of my negativity towards the relationship. Um? What the fuck planet are you on dumb ass? Then he told her that he had to borrow 5k from his rents, I know they dont have that kind of money, so again I call BULLSHIT. But hey, thats just me. He also told her that he didnt feel now was a good time for the family to see the kids and that they were confused enough as it is. What the fuck ever. Then at the end of the convo he even tried to cry. What a fucking douche bag.
Needless to say my dreams have been filled with him lately and that sucks.
Being sick also sucks because it means that I get no cuddle time and Tosh acts like I have the plague but hell still hang out with me. Lol. I woke up yesterday with a scratchy throat and I knew I was getting sick. Bleh. George is here and Im sick. That sucks. So Im vitamin C loading, drinking juice, taking meds and using Zicam.
I baked a crap load of cookies yesterday and I still have more to bake, but didnt have the will to do it today. I made peanut butter with chocolate chips on top and white chocolate cranberry cookies. Tosh loves them. I think he made himself sick on them today. His dad said Im not allowed to bring anymore over because hell eat them all and his mom told me to bring them, shed hide them. Lmfao.
Tosh hasnt been in the greatest of moods the last few days. It makes me sad that theres nothing I can do about it. He misses his boys because its almost Christmas. The other day he and his dad got into a fight and his dad told him that he loved him because he was his son, but didnt like him as a person. He also told him that he didnt respect him because of his beliefs and lifestyle. When he got here that day his eyes were all bloodshot and I wasnt sure if hed been crying or just got really stoned. I think hed been crying. It makes me feel bad, because I cant do anything for him.
We rented The Hangover and Year 1 the other nite. Rent the first one, but not the second. Lol. The Hangover was awesome, but even though I love Jack Black the second movie sucked.
I shouldnt stay up too late tonite. I feel kinda crappy. I hate being sick, at least its not next week because Christmas sucks as it is, being sick would only make it worse. Im tired and I told Tosh I wouldnt stay up too late tonite. Ive needed a second nap for a few hours now. Lol.
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I fricken Loved The Hangover, me and A went and saw it at the movie theater! It was fricken hilarious!!
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Wow, that really stinks hun. Hope you feel better!
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