i’m holding Chester for ransom

O
you didn’t even ask what the ransom for Chester was and you go to it before i could hide it
lmfao
Jason
my backs gonna end up on fire from leanin over this fuckin laptop
lol
i forgot
u should have hid it
O
aww ppor baby
Jason
i forgot all about the ransom
O
i didn’t get a chance to
Jason
hehe
O
i had to go to the store

O
and you still didn’t ask what the ransom was
lol

Jason
have a wonderful night and i hope u feel better

O
i’ll be fine
but thanks

Jason
ur the one not telling me
what was it

O
you didn’t ask
😛
the kiss goodnite, that i didn’t get last nite.

Jason
really
im sorry

O
no worries

Jason
i will remember tomorrow to give u extra

O
lmfao, ok

Jason
‘s

i really hate being a girl sometimes. especially this week. bleh.

two nites in a row Jason has left really early and it kinda had me worried. i mean i did the whole stupid girl thing, wondering if he was getting bored with me or what. last nite he left his phone and a business card (Chester’s mobile processing, it’s for deer processing) that he uses all the time, and i didn’t get a kiss goodnite. i was like wtf? i mean he was cuddly and stuff but no kiss. he hasn’t not kissed me since the first week we hung out. so i get on fb after he leaves and when he gets on he’s got like nothing to say to me. and i was even more like wtf?!

then he didn’t call me until like 3pm today and when i answered the phone i knew he had just woke up. he’s cheating on me with Socom and Ronald McDonald. lmfao. he was up until like 6am playing Socom. but i still didn’t understand why he’s been leaving so early. and i don’t want to be the stupid girl and ask him. silly isn’t it?

Jason
when i stay that long it sucks to drive home, and i dont like sleeping on the couch, so unless u want me sleepin in bed with ya i cant stay that late
if u do want me stayin over let me know
O
i have no problem with you in my bed, if i did i wouldn’t let you in it. we’ve talked about that before
lol
Jason
i figured u didnt want ur uncle knowin
so i diont plan on it
O
ah
i try to keep it on the down low, lol
Jason
i know i could tell
O
we’re all adults but yeah, i don’t need anymore bullshit from him
Jason
i understand, b ut now u know why i leave at normal; times
O
no worries

i love it when he sleeps in my bed. mmmmmm, warm yummy smelling man next to me?? what girl doesn’t want that?

so sigh of relief, everything is still fine. he snugged with me tonite and yesterday he told me that his parents really like me. his dad even tries to have convos with me on the phone, lol.

jeezuz, i’m just like a freakin teenager.

but things are going well. i need to find a job. i need an apartment. i have to get out of this house soon. the breaking point is coming soon. i can only take so much.