People who own glass houses shouldn’t throw rocks…

People who dance on glass tables shouldn’t be chunky…

I always seem to fall head first into things. I just kinda jump without thinking, well, I’m kinda thinking about it, but not so much. Bleh. Lol.

So here’s what happened… I met a boy. He’s awesome. He’s adorable, his voice makes me shiver and gods the way he smells. Ohhhhhh the way he smells. He wears Polo Blue and mmmmm it’s so very yummy on him. I could fall in love with him, I know I could. Very very easily, but can I allow that right now?

On facebook last Tuesday my buddy Marley, sends me an instant message and says “you need ta holla at my boy peep”. Yeah, he’s a dork, and I asked him what he was talking about, and he said you need to talk to Tosh. And I say to him that I didn’t really know Tosh back in school and wouldn’t that be strange? And he’s like nope, talk to him. Lol.

****side note****

Marley used to annoy the fuck out of me in high school, he was one of those guys who was too smart for all his classes so instead of just being an over achiever he became a stoner trouble maker. He used to follow me to class and sing “you are so beautiful”, I used to want to kill him. He’s mellowed out, a little, now and after the reunion a few years ago we started talking again on facebook, always talking about getting together and just never doing it.

Tosh was only at our high school for a year. He and Marley became best friends and have been since. I’ve seen Tosh on facebook, but never added him because, well, we never talked. Lol.

****end side note****

So I add him, and he’s online so I send him a message saying “Marley says I need to ‘holla at his boy, peep”. To which he laughs, 3 hours later he gives me his phone number and says call me, we’ll hang out later if you want. It was like 3am, so it was so bedtime.

I called him on Wednesday and he got here as I was making dinner at like 6, he hung out with me while I cooked and I just kept thinking, he smells so good. Lmfao, he wears this red, yellow, black and green knit cap and he’s totally into Bob Marley and the Rastafarian way of life. It’s really funny, but he didn’t take the hat off when he came in and it was odd looking with his Navy pea coat. He doesn’t look anything like what he did in high school. I mean I remember him, but I don’t think I really talked to him. He’s always had a really deep voice, but he was so scrawny then. He looks grown up now and had I not known who he was I wouldn’t have recognized him.

Anywhore, he stayed until like 4am. We just hung out downstairs watching tv and talking mostly. Marley wanted us to start talking because I think he’s concerned about me and all that’s been going on and Tosh and both play the same type of games. Funny how things like that work. So we hang out and he finally takes the hat off and OMG, it was so not what I expected. I mean seriously I kinda expected dreads or something, he’s got his Navy Issue hair cut still. Lmfao, he’s so damn cute and the fucker has like perfect eyebrows. Lol.

He’s so easy to talk to and he gives fab-luss foot rubs. Finally we’re both falling asleep and he’s like I’m gonna go. So I walk him out and he’s like I’ll call you when I get up. Cool deal, but I was going to my aunt’s house to watch my cousins for the nite. So he told me to call him later in the day.

Thursday I called him and he ended up coming to my aunt’s house. He didn’t stay too late, he left around like 1.30, we were both really tired. I just feel so comfy with him and he’s not a dick like Rollie is/was. He told me to call him when I was up and around on Friday.

Friday I hung out with my sister for awhile and we decided to get Rootbeer Stand. It’s an outdoor hotdog place and they’re getting ready to close up for the season. So we had to go get just one more cheese dog. 🙂 I called him when we were on our way there to see if he wanted to meet up for lunch. He said he had been waiting by the phone waiting for me to call, I laughed at him and called him a liar. He declined but asked for some rootbeer and met us at my sister’s bf’s house. He grew up in the house next door. Talk about some coincidences. He and Napoleon got along really well and dogs liked him, lol. Then he took me back to my aunt’s house. He lets me drive his car! Is that trust or what? His passenger side door doesn’t open so he lets me drive and he climbs over.

He didn’t stay long at Ren’s because he had to get home to watch the Devil’s game. We’re so not going to be able to watch hockey together. I learned that last nite, but anywhore, he told me to call him later if I wanted to hang out again because I didn’t know when Ren was getting home.

After he left I checked my facebook and he had sent me a message at like 1pm asking me where I was and to call him. Lol! He had been waiting for me to call. So he came back over, met my Aunt and Uncle and brought me home. We hung out until 8.30 Saturday morning. And again as he’s leaving he’s I’ll call you when I get up.

Up to this point I thought ok, he’s awesome and just likes hanging out with me. And he’s kinda touchy feely, like he rubs my feet and my back and likes his hair played with. Gods, I don’t know how to date anymore or if this is even dating or just “hanging out”. I don’t remember.

Saturday I had like 3 hours of sleep, then ended up taking a nap and shortly after I woke up he called. He came over and we watched movies cuddled up on the couch. But he hadn’t even hugged me or anything. Yeah, things got pretty heavy at about 5.30 this morning. I didn’t have sex with him, but jeezuz close enough. I don’t know if it’s just because it’s been so long or what but good god he turns me on. He says the right things and he’s got amazing hands. Lol.

I feel like a kid again. But now I’m having those stupid girl thoughts of “are we dating?”
“are we friends with benefits?”. And I feel stupid asking him, because I hate being that girl, but if it’s not dating then I don’t want to get feelings involved. Ya know? Bleh.

But really, he’s awesome. He gives me butterflies.

*sigh*