helllll yeah drink it up drink drink it up

i want to write but i have nothing to say. no drama. no problems. no nothing.

valentines day was mundane.

i had my gynae appointment but that was as to be expected.

went swimming with SL yesterday. made up a new game. awesome stuff. we use her rubber bracelet and face towards the jacuzzi and throw it behind us. count to 3 and first person to find it and grab it wins the point. tie breakers at the end of game play are thrown from the jacuzzi which slows both of us down and makes the throwing fairer. its just such a good game. kinda energetic too. ive missed playing games when swimming. AM and i used to play with the frisbee in the jacuzzi. this is funnier though. and i think more exercise. thats gotta be a plus right?

im such a kid sometimes. im kinda holding back on how much i rant about this game because im aware that this diary is for the public to read. and im 23 and should know better than to be running around in a swimming pool chasing after a rubber band. but OMG its so much fun. i felt so positive afterwards. it felt like playtime in primary school. you never want it to end. yesterday i could have played for hours but stupid life and stupid valentines day got in the way.

and then i even felt guilty last night. it was weird. ST put caramel chocolate on my shoulder and licked it off. and it felt nice and good. but i didnt like how sexual it was. it was too grown up. too much of a switch from playing stupid games in the swimming pool to sex. then my shoulder got stuck to the bedsheets and i had to get a wipe and actually clean it all off.

going to dance class tonight. im kinda only wanting to go because i know how good i felt after the last time i went. BUT…i now know its not going to be as fun as swimming pool game. i should really name that as well…so when it becomes an olympic sport at least they can announce it. but yeah its not going to be as fun…so part of me would rather go swimming just so i can play the rubberbandswimfan game. OMG I THINK I LOVE THAT NAME.

i bought lady gaga monsterbeats headphones. not as awesome as i expected it to be. semi-disappointed. the red is not shiny. the wires were a bit dirty because of the packaging. the ear pieces are too big for my average ear canals. its plastic. my old ear phones are probably just as good. and to top it off i dont even like lady gaga as a person. but they were £15 off eBay. AND its all about the music and brand right? not about her. so i guess its a whatever. im sure that i will get used to them. they are kinda awesome. and at least i look cool.

i bought ST iBeats. well i bid on some on eBay. no one else seems to be scouting for them or bidding for them so i should get them. if not for £30 then for at most £40. not bad for something priced twice as much on the website. im hoping he likes it.

he said he wanted a birthday card. i cant think what to draw on it though. last year it was a bottle of bubbles. cos i call him bubble. this year i dunno?! maybe i’ll draw a macbookair which is actually what he wants me to buy…actually i think i will. HA.

PEACE OUT.

It’s ok, sometimes I chase my cats.

RYN: Yea, shame that you only put that in private. 😛 I’m just about to tell her the emergency pill is in fact free unless you choose to go to a pharmacy which doesn’t offer it for free, and then spend £25…

Saw your notes on Sexton Merryweather’s diary. He isn’t making a point. He’s taken one diary entry of which he was able to see because of a friends only barrier, taken a scenario and twisted it into some idiotic tale that makes the girl in question mentioned in his entry a stupid bimbo to put it lightly. He’s taken her situation and generalised it to all girls. This girl has only taken the morningafter pill because the condom split. This is after a series of notes in which he offended her. She knew what she was doing, she doesn’t take it regularly, uses contraception etc etc and he’s just twisted her words round to make her look like the stupid one.

I’ve just read it all. I think her main issue is that she knows me on here and has read what happened. He jumped to a really horrible conclusion about myself and my boyfriend. I share quite a lot with my friends on here, which I am totally cool with as I have been friends with people on here for years. The main issue here is how rude he was. I took the morning after pill for the second time inmy life. I had a condom accident with my boyfriend, he basically told me I deserved the painful period discomfort and mood swings I was suffering from because of it. Then called my boyfriend a dick. It was completely uncalled for. Now it has blown up into something else because he’s decided to write an entry about it.

Anyway, apologies. My note wasn’t to have a go at you or anything just to explain where this stemmed from. I can’t believe he wrote that entry, very spiteful. You have a very valid point. However it doesn’t relate to me and my situation which he so nicely decided to twist.

Thank you sweetie. I didn’t take offence to you, just wanted to explain. You’re more than welcome to join my friends if you like. I’m always looking for new NICE friends. To be honest he’d done a few rude things to me in the past and this was the final straw. I went back to his diary by chance earlier as some stuff was mentioned to me and saw all of that. He’s very immature for taking my life andposting it like that. You seem lovely and I wish you all the best xxx

RYN: Hehe nice. Well I wasn’t writing to annoy the ironically named ‘JustChilling’, it was just cos I was so right. I don’t think much more needs to be said now. #3 girl in my entry unblocked me and wrote a MASSIVE note and then blocked me again. How very girly. I didn’t read any of it and deleted it. I’ve learnt not to do internet arguments, unless I’m completely right then do a little bit.

It would make more sense to reply to your notes here rather than on my entry, but I want her to get paranoid about who I’m talking to. 😛

RYN: I do, but like you I keep this anonymous. Well, mostly. But don’t worry, even if she did somehow realise I was talking to you, you could report her I guess. Or just ignore any GINOURMOUS NOTES.

Oh and I would imagine she can read what I’m writing, that’s the whole point. 😛 With every note she proves me right. Emotional over nothing.

She already has a complex. Something to do with bunny boiling. I don’t write about other OD people. Last time someone turned uber-bitch and then blocked, I didn’t write anything. The only reason I wrote was because she started noting and adding MY favourites! So I can’t have her being a bitch.

Oh, so she noted you after my entry to bitch to you about me?

Well I was already right, but that’s just undisputed evidence. It’s the internet, dangit! Well originally it was just how some anonymous girl had taken everything so seriously, then some other girl who was my favourite, don’t know if she knows who I was talking about, started arguing about contraception. Girls are crazy. I only expect this of 20 year old male virgin nerds.

Hehe, it’s all gone to heck anyway. I don’t see how she would get more aggravated if you did or didn’t put it, and all my favourites/noters seem to be loving her and her friends’ notes.

The only notes you’ve made that aren’t private was when you ‘corrected’ that MAP-isn’t-free girl. I edited my entry just to add a P.S. Cos she’s crazy.

RYN: They’re only strangers. I and they have proven they are just bitches, which suggests they are inferior somewhere in their life. It’s easy to say they’re “just jealous”, but not many women can say they’re a medic or doctor or anything in that field. A lot of girls are unemployed, working at a bar or in a shop. So no worries, they’re notheeng.

If you’re being insulted by someone nasty, you are doing something right. If one’s being approved of by that person, one must be as bad as her. I guess this is the society we live in now. We’re told that we become adults when we’re 18, but at 23 there are still a lot of kids. There’s no responsibility either. Kids having kids, while overdosing on alcohol every week (and every day at uni).

I can’t imagine my GP going on facebook taking part in a girly bitchfest on the internet, but then my GP’s middle-aged and high-up in his profession. Maybe she’s one of those annoying GPs who don’t listen to what the patient says and then says “it’s normal” or “it could be anything”. Like my new optician. -_-