Crazy Rain

It really hasn’t stopped raining for like three weeks.  Seriously thinking of building an arc and all that.  Things have started to get better again but I really don’t know how long it will last.  He promises to talk to someone about it so we can get things better.  The apartment fell through and now I’m searching again.  It feels like it’s never ending.  I will find a place, I hope before the snow flies.  It’s really frustrating not to have all of my things but it is really nice were we live.  Our friends are awesome.  We are having a halloween party but it will be shallow in comparison with Kim’s and Meggers.  I miss the shit out of them.  There is nothing like having a close friend to talk to, I think I miss that the most.

Anyways enough sad things, I’m in a good mood so lets think of happy things to say.  Even after everything I still love my man.  He really means well he just doesn’t know how to react to a relationship.  It’s like everything is new to him and he doesn’t know how to handle himself.  I try to help but sometimes I think I make things worse.  I don’t ever like to leave things alone I just like to push and I need to stop cause I know he is trying.

I need ideas for a halloween costume, I need something sexy but not revealing cause I hate my body.  So any ideas are welcome.

My job is actually fun, I never thought I would like it but the lady’s I work with are so cool.  The creepy dishwasher is a little off but I don’t have to talk to him much.

~Love Sucks