Flying Monkeys Made Me Do It

So much has happened and I just now got internet access.  OMG so my boyfriend and his mother got into a fight and he moved out leaving me there and I was a little hurt and confused.  My grandmother had just died and he walked out the night of her funeral.  I realize now why he did it but at the time I was so confused.  So I was there with his mother all by myself.  Now you would need a little background information on her to understand her so I will enlighten everyone.  She had Derek and he was an only child for 15 years then along came her next child who was born with a disability.  Her next child was a little girl.  Then Derek had to sign custody of his daughter over to her.  She was married to a man who told her she didn’t do anything around the house so she got into the habit of writing everything down that needed to be done and it turned into what everyone soon began calling her anal list.  Now everyday she writes this anal list, it has every little detail of what she wants to clean that day and she follows it.  Unfortunatly it’s an OCD that affects everyone around her.  So I move to NY and start cleaning with her cause I feel obligated to.  Which in turn means that I never got to see the man I came her to see.  This of course causes problems between us and we start bickering over stupid shit.  Then he leaves because she picked a fight with him, being a little unstable it affects him.  So now I’m stuck with a crazy lady who is talking shit about the man I love daily.  This of course only lasts for a few days and I move out.  In a fit of her screaming at me and telling me I’m a fucked up bad mother.  Of course with my temper I do not take this very well.  So now we are both living in Dunkirk with our friends and things are getting better but we still have our little spats.  Like last night for example, I start talking about my possible MD and my boyfriend tells me I’m a hypocondriac and I don’t have MD because I’ve never been diagnosed.  Well of course this pisses me off and you can imagine from there.  Anyways I ended up outside in the goddamn freezing ass NY fuckin weather in my car with a little blanket.  He told me he wished I would go back to NC and now today acts like nothing is wrong.  Fucking men I don’t understand them.  Anyways just a little update on my life since I disapeared off the face of the earth.  Tomorrow we are going to Sunset Bay to watch John Valby for my BF’s birthday.  Life is strange sometimes.

Oh and my crazy sister is still here and won’t go home, not sure why but that’s cool.  And my bestest is here yay I hope I can see her before she leaves for who knows how long.

Random thought – Life is like a box of chocolates, You never know whatcha gonna get.

Maybe now that I’m away from the crazy lady I can start writing again.  I feel the need to write but I can’t seem to find the inspiration to do it.

Goddamn NY weather.

~Freezing My Ass Off In Hell