Lost (not a poem just prose)

There were moments when I was certain I had found you.
In those moments we lived with shared joy.
Now it seems I have slipped away and so have you.
I’m lost and I wonder if I shall ever find you again.
I hope.
Because in you is where I truly found myself.
So return to me Self. I am missing you.
I’m holding on. So hold on to me.
Because hope is the most dangerous thing to lose.
 

 

~M~
 

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August 27, 2010

*poke*

I liked this, you are awesome! xo

August 28, 2010

I wish I was going back with you, i’m sorry I haven’t come to visit I feel worthless. *hugs*

You can be you again!!! **huggles** total

RYN: Thanks for allowing me to be your favorite. heh total

September 1, 2010

Minus the whole unemployed money trouble thing. My world is awesome.

RYN: I’ll do you request as soon as I see the movie… I don’t want to spoil it, even though I know Brandon Lee died during it.

RYN: Haha, I know I need to see it, I’ve been meaning to for years and I just haven’t gotten around to it. I know, I suck! You wouldn’t believe how many movies I have lying around my apartment that I haven’t seen that I borrowed from friends. Kinda scary.

You sound like me with my Donnie Darko collection… if only that much merch was available.

Ebay is evil. I buy way too much shit from them. I did, however, managed to find an extremely rare Otep shirt on there that I was looking for… and it took me a year to find it. While looking for the Otep shirt, I found a bunch of Darko shit I totally don’t need, but love. I got rid of a little bit of it over the years, because it got worn out and broke.

I go through phases where I think it’s pointless to collect stuff and I start to trim my collection and then I think, “Dammit! Why did I get rid of that stuff?” I have a bar sign too, but mine’s Donnie Darko.

Thank you for all the sweet notes, they really meant a lot to me 🙂 xo

RYN: That’s why I’d rather save my money for the stuff I need, like food and gas. As much as I like this diary, it’s excess spending.

September 6, 2010

Hey as soon as he brings his butt back to NC I’m so going. I always keep an eye on his tour dates. It feels nice, and I dunno something about dark haired women is just gorgeous to me.