Moving Agian

So I’ve come to the conclusion that Meggy and I are destined to never settle down. We just flit from place to place like a dream. Although hopefully, when we find an apartment of our very own (cause we will!) then things will get better. That was our original plan. TO live with my mom untill I got a permanent job and then move out. My loving mother, however, decided that it would be a great idea for us all to get a house together. And I was excited by the idea only because I loooove living in a house. But I made a mistake in letting her take charge of everything. Why wouldn’t I? She’s my mother I’m used to her taking charge and being the responsible one. But I forgot. She’s also the one who goes into denial about everything. And she came up with the philosophy “if you ignore it, it goes away”. ARRRGH!! So naturally the house thing fell through. And her reason why we can’t live together anymore is because the voices in her head told her it was wrong. Yes, I said voices. Because apparently god talks to her and tells her things. Riiiight.

She also told me that I was pretty much a mistake and should never have been born. Good to know. Really. Makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. And she wonders why I tried to kill myself. Ooops did I say that out loud? Oh well.

Soooo…new diary layout. Yay. Still working on it though. I’ll finish it, honest! ANd it’ll be soo cool. Sure.

Well I’m at work now, I just needed to rant about that for a moment. Hehe. I love having the guys at my work buy me lunch. Ooops there goes the boss man. *runs and hides*

~The Black Mage stirs