Seventeen: Just A Little

Seventen

As a random start to writing in my diary, I must make a whimsical confession. Do you know those notecard videos on youtube: the one where a person holds up notecards that say things about themselves that are supposed to be a secret? Some of those are horribly depressing. I don’t know why I kept watching them. Each one was more sad than the last but they were so addicting. However if I had to choose one to be the most touching and heartfelt would go to this kid.

Here it is

For some reason…it just touched my soul.

In other news, I began to hardcore diet. I was doing really well. I had an apple today and plenty of water…..but then my boy-friend noticed. After days of lecturing, I gave in and began to eat normally again. I get so tired of him telling me what to do and what not to do…even if he is looking out for me.

I have my nutritionist appointment on December 13th. I am not excited but I know it’s a good step to recovery so I’ll keep it.

This update will be really small. I’m sorry.

BTW, the playlist player is songs that remind me of depression and eating disorders. If anyone has any suggestions, feel free to leave some.

Sincerely
Katrina