Ten: Soak Them In While They Last

The Black Abyss

I feel safe and secure on here now. Nobody knows my identity. In fact, I don’t think I know anyone who has an open diary except for my roommate James (Piastol) who knows everything anyhow. Therefore, I think it is okay to show you guys pictures of me in my Halloween costume. Please overlook the double chin, thick hips, and fattness all around.

I have been really restrictive on my diet. In 2003, I began to not eat and when I finally ate like a “normal” person I went from 95 – 115. It’s ironic because that is the weight I was whenever I first developed my eating disorder. My body likes being this weight but I refuse. I will be back to being me again. I am already going there!

I think this entry won’t be as sulky as my others. My next therapy appointment isn’t until November 1st. I’m passing college, and everything seems to be fine. However, I am still dying on the inside for som reason. *Sighs* I don’t know. I’m sorry this entry is short…

Sincerely,

Katrina.

Here is a picture of me in my lepoard outfit, a picture of me being casual, and my fairy outfit. Now there is a face to my diary. Yay! I love fairies…is it obvious? Haha.