A year gone, and a year ahead.

For starters this is obviously a little bit late, but my internet was down so you get this shit now.  So let’s dive into this shit shall we?

2013:

Kind of a shit year for yours truly. Started with an argument with B, if I am getting the timing correct. The argument about how she always comes to me when shit gets bad, after having ignored me for that last couple months, back then. Only to have her come back a few days later telling me I was right, and we started getting close again. There was a lot of tension and hard times between me and her during that progression back to the norm for us, but we got back to norm. I think early this year was when I parted ways with my kennel job at PP. I miss those pups to this day. I remember all of them, and I genuinely miss the mornings walking into the kennel saying good morning and seeing their heads pop up over the dividers and hearing their happy barks in response. I miss the obvious preference to me that the pups had. I miss seeing them come in and be super happy to see me. I miss the puppy hugs and kisses. I miss the play sessions where I spent more energy than I actually had with more pups than I should have. I miss saying good night to the pups and being reunited on their next visit. There was so much love coming my way from those pups, and I returned every bit of it back to the best of my ability. I may be mixing some stuff from 2012 and 2013, but whatever…they blur together anyway. My schooling got rather shot down. Finances have been rather shit, and my life has gotten so far off track, it astounds me. My family has leaned on me more and more and I have done everything in my power to step up to those challenges. My sister needed me to watch her nephew, and I did, and I’ll be damned if I am not a damn good role model for that kid. Even with my life off track and rather in the shit. That kid looks up to me, and I am damn good with kids, and the time I spent babysitting him, I realized that I will be an amazing father one day. Sister promised me money for my babysitting and I am yet to see the rest of it, but I shall wait. Saw the passing of one of the best dogs to ever have existed, Darwin. He was dropped off at the animal shelter as "dog aggressive." That dog didn’t have an ounce of aggression in him. He was amazing. He took work, but he went from being a petrified and tormented pup, to a happy loving and even playful pup. That dog was amazing. There will never be another Darwin. I miss him greatly. More family stuff, more drama with B, more sadness. Loneliness, etc. etc. 2013 even had the return of Amber. Who saw that coming? She returned, leaned on me, relied on me, and disappeared again. Just so you all know, she ended up getting back with the dude that wanted to divorce her because he wanted to party, so I did my good deed and supported her through the hard time and she got back to the dude. Probably won’t go well for her, but if she comes back. I don’t think I’ll support her again should that come. Maybe I will. I don’t know quite honestly. Depends on my mood lol. What else was there?  A lot of negative shit that I handled. Then come recent times. I got hired as seasonal staff at Target. About a week ago, I was called into HR, and told that they weren’t going to be able to keep me on. Friday, January 3rd, I got called back to HR, and the HR rep called me into an office and asked "you enjoy working here don’t you?" Obviously I said yeah. He ends up telling me how there was miscommunication as to who was being left on and who wasn’t, so he offered me a job as a regular staff member. I accepted and after that, quite a few of the leads came and told me how they were hearing great things about me and what not. So long story short I got a job at Target. All the seasonal people being let go, it will be interesting to see who all is around that I really know lol. Should be interesting getting my experience up. What else?  Parents agreed to help fund my desktop build. Not much else. It was overall a bad year.

Gaming-wise. An odd year. Top games for me: The Last Of Us, Bioshock Infinite, Brothers: A Tale of Two Sons, Pokemon X/Y, Animal Cross New Leaf, Samurai Gunn, and Dishonored.  Just thought I would get those out there since I am a nerd and all lol.

But that’s changing now. 2014….It’s the year of The King. I am bringing back my ego. I am the best there is and the best around. Dispute it if you’d like but I dare you to really get to know me and claim that I am not of a higher class, a purer breed, and truly genuine. I am not your common everyday guy. I am superior. And this year will be my rise back to my rightful throne as the one and only true King. Some of you may see this as nothing but pure arrogance, and a god complex, or what have you. But I guaran-damn-tee that if you took the time to get to know me for me, and trust me and open up to me, you will see that I am a King amongst mere mortals. I have my flaws, and I have my faults, but I am of a dying, purer, superior breed. You’d be wise not to throw a guy like me aside or look over me. If you even manage to find a guy that can even compare to me then you are doing alright. And if you manage to find a guy comparable to me…don’t take him for granted because you will lean on him and he will be there unless it gets too much. And you will miss him when he’s gone. And if you walk from me…you will regret it, and you will miss me, and if you’re lucky, I may take mercy upon you and allow you back in the life of the King. I don;t know what this year has in store for me just yet, but I am getting back to what makes me The King. You all will make note of me as one to be remembered, cherished, or held on to. You all will see me for the great man that I am, if you don’t already. Sorry kids, but I am on an other level. Doubt me? Challenge me on it. Get to know me. Learn my morals, and beliefs. Hell, maybe I’ll teach you a thing or two. If you are new to me, bookmark, add as friend, note me, personally message me, I don’t care. Need help with anything, ask. Welcome to my world. A world where I can show you the light, and the path to clear thinking. I will show you that there is hope to be found even when you feel hopeless. There is faith to be had in things, and I am not talking about that hack known as God. I am but a man and yet I am soo much more. I will show you that there are things far worse than simple pains and death. I will show you the things that make life worth living. Down in the dumps? I’ll show you why that is okay and how it is only temporary. I will show you what it means to have faith in one’s self. I am here for you. I am King, and I rule over my subjects with great care. I am not a tyrant, I am merely here to help. The King is back ladies and gents. My ears are open and I am happy to help. All you need is to ask, and I will be there for you. Hail to The King, baby!

A little bit of information for you all. My mother and I are working on a business plan. A friend who was an old fashioned vet has retired and is selling his practice. He has hinted at wanting to sell it to my mother, and they are friends so we are hoping that he will agree to an owner finance type agreement

. He funds the conversion and what not, and then gets profits until all paid off. We have several people that are interested in it happening, and if he/his wife agree to it, we will be on our way to being business owners, which would be great. I would be a manager, and having us own a business, it would be something that I could take over. All the pieces are there, it all just hinges on him seeing the potential and knowing that we are quite capable of making it happen. especially with that location and our talents, and our connections. Here’s fingers crossed to that happening.

How about some songs? Yeah, I think you all could use some good songs.

Passenger- Let Her Go

Remember a few of those lines, people. Love comes slow, and it goes so fast.

 If you don’t know this song, then something is wrong with you.