7/4/2004

Time: 14:38

Mood: I’m actually bored. At work. I have stuff to do but i don;t feel like making phone calls with Violet right next to me. I don;t want her to hear me go “eeeem”.

Boy: My crush on Owfer is becoming embarassing. I’ve pretty much dropped both him and ydan and decided to ask Celery’s wife to set me up with a friend who saw me in her wedding pictures and asked about me.  But there’s another guy at work, an older guy, who has been giving me some attention lately. He is very nice, but very different from me, and i have no idea what his intentions are. I wonder if i could go out with someone like that. I always think “i’ll have nothing to talk to him about”, but jonathan was just like me, with the same intrests, and it was tough for us to talk.

Writing About: Nothing. I’m bored.

Daily philosophical approach / deep thought: You can know people for years but they always show you the same sides of themselves. Other people get other sides.

Nice thing that happened: My coversation with guy mentioned above. I also finished a good book: life of pi. I also had a really nice conversation with Daniel. Yeas, that Daniel who now has a girlfriend but i don’t really mind.

Interesting thing that happened: Me and Jonathan both read life of pi right after the brakeup. It wasn’t arranged.