Beyond Frustrated

Once again it’s typical for my parents to do something whack!!!

 So they said that since I made the decision to move to Denver, over 1600 miles away from my boyfriend they would fly me into Florida for my Birthday (at the end of next month)..so now they’re saying that Southwest airlines (whom they get frequent flyer miles from and get "free" tickets) doesn’t fly into Pensacola and they have to fly me into Birmingham and "if Luke really cares about you he’ll drive to pick me up"…that is the most manipulative bullshit I’ve EVER heard. OF COURSE he cares about me..but that trip is FOUR hours just one way…it take the whole god damn day to pick me up from the airport and another day to take me back!

1. Luke has a job he can’t get off and wouldn’t be able to pick me up until Saturday..I have school on Monday so the trip is pointless
2. by the time all the gas money is spent it will add up to just as much money as if they were to buy a ticket to Pensacola anyway
3. it’s the POINT they said it and now they’re making up excuses…they are still planning on sending me but have to complicate the matter and send me approximately 4 hours away from my destination.

I am so infuriated right now..I don’t even know what to do..

I want to cry. I don’t want to tell Luke, but now I’m afraid the trip is going to be cancelled…

I hate this…I hate my life, everything is always getting fucked up..