July 23, 2008

The entry to end all entries

So here I am again…it’s considerably after midnight and I am up and on the computer.

I tried sleeping, I swear! I just was in bed for the last hour/hour and a half. Thinking about things.

1.) I miss my parents and my cat.

2.) I’ve let almost all my friendships degrade into "Yo" "Sup" "nm, u?" "nm" "gnight" and I’m not going to do anything about it.

3.) I am unemployed.

4.) I live with my mom.

5.) I have a degree I don’t think I’m ever going to use.

6.) I’m getting older every fucking day.

7.) I’m having a harder time thinking of list items.

But seriously…it’s been about a year now since I was terminated from PHLX. I’ve done absolutely nothing in that year. I mean, that’s not true. I’ve whipped myself into better shape. Does that count as something? It doesn’t seem like it.

Ahh, the weather is so nice and cool out right now and I just cannot sleep.

chutes.too.narrow

“So here I am again…it’s considerably after midnight and I am up and on the computer. I tried sleeping, I swear! I just was in bed for the last hour/hour and a half. Thinking about things.” Story of my life for the past 2 months. Ugghhh. Hopefully we both can get to sleep soon and turn our minds off.

Wolfsmanda

July 24, 2008

what is wrong with midnight?

LightsWillGuide

Get a job, any kind of job that requires a degree and just start doing it. Then you’ll be doing anything. Does it really matter what it is at this point?

sammydanger

RYN: I think I was, lol, I think he was asking me what I knew how to play and that was the look of my head going blank. lol. and no probs xx

LilyFae

weirdo, you should have woken me up no need being miserable and not sleeping alone. you are with my doggy right now.

que.sera.sera

July 25, 2008

yeahi think everyone comes to this point like…who knows what i want to do, but i have to do SOMETHING…..it’s where i’m at, which is why i made the decision to go back to school. at least i’m doing something, right?