weight.

I’ve gained weight.

I put on this dress this morning.  Perfect for the office (whose office I’m not sure, but AN office, certainly), and amazing for the networking event I’m set to attend after work.  Sweet Jesus.  It’s much tighter than last time I wore it.  It was never wonderfully comfortable around the arms.  High quality stitching and material with no give in it, combined with cap sleeves would dig into my shoulders as I tried to reach for anything.  But that was manageable.  This morning it took me quite some time to zip the thing up over my ribs and boobs.  Don’t get me wrong.  It looks good.  It looks damn good, especially now that it’s wicked fitted… but it’s tight.  I sat down and realized that damn, I’ve really gained weight.  Probably a few extra pounds, maybe 5 more than when I decided I needed to lose 15 or 20, but here it is.  And I don’t like it.

That’s it.