Missing

I feel like I’m missing something but I’m not sure what. I hate to say I don’t feel whole, but that’s kind of how it feels. I also feeling like I’m waiting for something but I don’t know what I’m waiting for either. Almost like a countdown though I don’t know how many months, weeks, days, etc.
Of course the last time I felt like I was waiting for something, I knew it was a call or a text… and I uncharacteristically checked my phone all day only to receive a psychotic text from an unknown number at one in the morning. I didn’t respond. The feeling went away after that. lol
Maybe I will figure out what I’m missing and what I feel like I’m waiting for… sooner than later I’m hoping but ONLY if it’s good stuff. lol

Well, I guess I’d better get to bed. Have to go back to work after being on vaca for a week and a half.