Anxiety coming

I thnk each time I do an entry I will try a new font.  Maybe that will make me a better writer. Ha, I don’t think so.

This has been a really long week and the sad part of it is, today is actually my Monday.  The past week has been spent with multiple hours of work training and on top of that, now overtime to cover a coworker that is suspended again.  Three paid suspensions in less than a year.  When I called her the other day after finding out why she was suspended, she told me, "oh well, they are just nitpicking, I’m not going to worry about it.  Sorry, even tho I am your union rep and will defend you with all that I have, you are a liability to the city and sure to get an officer hurt someday.

The real reason for my anxiety is my deposition is coming up and I had a two and a half hour meeting with my attorney today.  I am scheduled to have my deposition next Thursday.  We reviewed all of the case history today and there are starting to be things that I don’t remember.  I was totally upset when I got home and I just decided to leave it in Gods hands.  He will lead me thru this ordeal and provide my relief.  And if you don’t mind say a little prayer for me to make it thru this ordeal. 

I will be working a bunch of overtime in the next week due to coworkers discipline.  On top of that I will have to represent her also.  I pray that I will have the right state of mind to do my best.  We are in the process of changing unions and right now we are in the beginning phases of our new union takeover and so this is all a new route.

Have I said lately how much I can’t wait until I can retire.  The sooner the better.  Then I can take me and mu puppies and hit the road.  And on my good note for the week, I finally found my best friend from high school on facebook.  She just recently signed up and we hope to stay better in touch for the rest of our lives.  Better than the past 32 years.

Be well my friends and thank you for letting me babble on about my problems.  I need to learn to be better to myself and practice what I preach.