I am in need

KInd of a catchy title, but I just wanted really to say hello and thank those of you who  read my mumble and are kind enough to respond or at lease leave me a name.  It is odd that today I make an entry about being here.  YOu see it was THree years ago today that my entire life was changed by a total stranger,  Most of all, he was only three.  I have spent my busy day with him on my heart.  MOst might remember my writing about a little boy named Tyler who was gracefully called home to the Father and for us the remember on this day his certain special place in my heart.  I Continue to pray for his family and their peace and hope that what I did will continue to bring me peace.

Yes it was three years ago today that I held a little lifeless three year old body in my arms and desparetly tried to restore what ever God allowed me to do.  All I can say is to thank the Father for is guidance and for the direction that He led us that day.  To this day, I do not know how many lives of young ones were save by the courage of this God fearing and feeling family.  All that could be taken and given to anyone with a chance was removed from this litlle boy.  And one year later on the day that Tyler died, is mama was sent home to hold out to deliver her new baby girl, because the doctor said we ain’t bringing a new baby sister into a family that had grieved so much the day a year ago that cause so much pain.  The Lord sure works in Mysterious ways.

Well enough of Tyler.  He will always hold a special place in my heart.  I just try to remember what a special day that it had been.  Tyler I loved you as if you were my own and would have made any sacrifice required to keep you at home with your loving family.  Espeically a father who had the courage to ask me to sign his casket and thank me for what I had done.  What amazing parents Tyler had.  And now to know that they have a new baby girl born the day after Tylers death.  I pray for peace for all of you and those who love you.

And as for today after sleepin on and off until about mid after noon, i got up.  I had decided to clean house and set some things done that had to be finished.  Like cleaning and laundry.  And I don’t really mind if I have no interruptions and can get my work done.  I do have clean sheets so I already took my first of the month and saturday bath.  I fell and smell so much better.  But I am keeping lists of things that need to be done.  Mostly some new wiring and adding light outside since it gets lite earlier and I now work shift work.

So fore the sake of sleeping, which tired I am not, but I will try sleeping.  On a good not for me, I got a small portion of my knee surgery approve and they will fix the meniscus tear and assess the chronday injury.  Oh Boy!  Make me happy that I can at least get half finished.  But it it is not this week then it will be in December after my trip to florida, cause I ain’t going down the beach on crutches.

Okay I am out of here for the day.  See you soon!  See you all soon.