.x. The Eve Of It All

It’s New Years Eve.

I have no plans. Nothing. I feel more lonely right now than I have in awhile. I’m tired. Even though I’ve just had a week off work. I’m lost. I’m angry.

I’m a little over feeling abandoned. Maybe that’s my problem. I’m either the villian or the victim but I’m never that person in between. The normal person. Which maybe I need to be.

I need to be something other than me.

I need to stop waiting. Endlessy, she said.

vik_cyanide

December 31, 2012

normalcy is soo boring…sorry you are alone

i wish i knew what the normal person felt like, too. average and accepted. i’ve never felt it.

ryn: i was going to say i haven’t been noting either, but i see it’s cuz you haven’t updated. i thought i was being neglectful too. well. thanks for leaving a note and reading. i don’t expect to be noted on everything ever. i’m just glad people like you are around, so i don’t completely lose faith in humanity.

Ha! I could see that. He’s definitely so far only appealing as Holmes. Blonde hair and he’s ugly. Pffft. Go figure. I had to look up who Evan Peters is, I am terrible with names. Alas, let’s call it even and not judge each other for strange tastes 😛 haha.