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Ok, I’m here in the Moorhead library in moorhead. The picture is becoming clearer to me, mankind is a fucked up species. That is it, really about it in a nuttshell. It would take an extensive campaign of conditioning to convince me otherwise. Anyway this world is right now on the verge of breaking and very simple things are working against me. Today it was a miracle that I could even get coffee out of the coffee maker here at the library.

If you want to know complicated stuff, then yeah this world is the perfect place. Because the way the minds of people here work are like extreme serpents. It is hard for me to know who or what is really on my side. Christianity is something that I have to work for, but other things just seem more natural. Like Ishmael who is that darn lovable ape, that is me!  I feel like the world should make concessions to me, because it in its nature is so messed up. It is interesting to watch all of these brilliant little flashes of creativity, but there is no balance to it and there is no effort towards balance and for every individual reaching towards a common goal. Like it’s an accepted fact that there are casualties, but this "thing" just continues to move forward in a direction that now appears very very matrix devil-like.

It’s no wonder that I like to cling to Orwell and Daniel Quinn, Joseph Conrad. These are sailors men at helm of a ship, they all have a fulcrum. The rest of the world is driving into countless icebergs and disaster really awaits most of people on this planet. It would be nice for some things to work out for me now, like simple things such as getting mail delivered. The devil has his agents against me now in virtually all places. The devil is good. He is working harder than God’s angels.

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