Daily Vent

What a day.  I’ve just been so…blah with work…i love my job but sometimes…it just sucks lol.  Overall today has actually been a good day.  I work for Qwest and I have my cell phone service through us and we’re migrating over to Verizon and I haven’t been able to because I owed money to Verizon so I paid it thinking I’d be fine and then they wanted a 400 deposit per phone..I have 2 phones…so anyways long story short I was finally able to switch over just one phone..but only 125 deposit…that I can handle..the 2nd phone I just let my sister use and what not anyways so…yeah..that made my day.  Also my check i get on Friday is more than I expected so that definitely relieved some stress. 

It’s about time for me to head home I just wanted to update and..of course vent…more about Hank…I haven’t seen him for going on 2 days now lol..yes I might die…lastnight he was busy plowing snow..understandable…after 9 lastnight the first time I heard from him was about 10:30 this morning..which was weird but sounds like he’s been really busy..he’s going skiing tonight so I doubt I’ll see him…sucks..but he needs his space..considering…*see previous entry if confused*….blah it just confuses with me…but just be patient..right?

My next vent..will stir a little…trouble…i think…it’s about…abortion.  My friend found out she is pregnant about a week and a half ago.  She’s dead set on having abortion because she can’t raise a kid on her own.  She’s not with the dad anymore…so I understand it would be stressful…but hello look at me..it is possible.  And he’s still the dad…hello he has responsibilities too.  I mean okay so even if she can’t handle raising the child…what’s wrong with putting the child up for adoption and giving someone else the chance to.  It just really bothers me because I look at my son and think…I dunno I just can’t imagine my life without him.  It is stressful..and it’s hard..and all of that…but it’s possible..and I wouldn’t trade it for the world…I just…hope she doesn’t regret it for the rest of her life…it is her decision..but…i just hate that she’s basing her decision off of her parents..she’s not even telling them…she’s just getting it done..because she’s afraid to face them and tell them she messed up…it happens..and I know they’d be upset with her..but even more so for going through with the decision she has made….all I can do is hope she is doing what is best for her…and like I said not regret it for the rest of her life….anyways needed to vent sorry if it stirs anything….