Ok, A little about me….

Ok, seems how I’ve had this diary for like 6 years or something and have clost to 1,000 entries, let me kinda give ya  short little story about me.  Just to fix any confusion anyone has lolOk, so I’m 22 years old and I’ve lived in Idaho my entire life.  Blah blah…lets get to the important part lol…when I was 18, in 2002 I got married to Matt, we had our ups  and downs and what not, and things finally ended around August of 2005, divorce was final Feb of this year.  But we are still really good friends.  That is why I was so concerned about telling him about me being pregnant.  The past year, since we seperated, I went out had my fun and ended up meeting J (who is the father) probably about six months ago, but we really never started talking a lot until the end of July or so…never actually started dating til about August, so it hasn’t  been that long, and that does scare me because what if things dont work out…but I just gotta go with it and see what happens.  Ok I think that about sums it up lol let me know if I’ve confused you about anything else.  Anyways, still irritable.  My mom just called me and asked me why I’ve been so grouchy lately lol.  I just laughed and told her I don’t know but J said the same thing lol.  I didn’t realize I had been with her…but I do have a lot on my mind, so who knows.  J bought a new bed on Saturday and they delivered it today so maybe I can get some decent sleep tonight.  I did sleep until like 11:15 today lol, but this getting off work at midnight stuff is torture…just can’t wait until I start graveyards again on Thursday…how exciting…(sense the sarcasm) lol.  Anyways….I better get going….