I have some news!

Well, I guess I have a little bit of news.  Something to actually update on.  I don’t really want to tell too many people or say much about it because it’s early, but there’s a very good possibility that I am pregnant.  I’ve known for about 2 weeks now, just inside ya know.  I finally tested lastnight, 2 days before my period was suppose to show, and sure enough it was positive.  I tested again this morning and it was kind of faint but still a second line. 

To be quite honest I’m excited, scared, stressed, among a million other things.  I told J lastnight and he seems ok.  He’s very supportive.  I didn’t know how to tell him.  He could tell I was stressed about something and he was asking a million questions.  We’ve had his kids this week so I was wanting to wait until they went ot bed to tell him but finally I just told him that I figured out why I had been feeling so crappy this past little while.  He just assured me that he was going to love the baby like the rest of his kids, and that he loves me. 

It’s crazy because we’ve really only been dating a couple of months, but I think it’s all going to be ok.  I’m at work and on break and I’m out of time so I will write more later. 

Everyone please leave notes I could use some friends that are pregnant or have been before….thanks!