Quick LIttle Update

Well, hello it’s me again lol.  It’s been a while since I’ve updated, but I really haven’t had much internet acess.  First of all I want to thank everyone who left notes in my last entry.  It was a tough time for me, and I’m still in a bit of denial, but I’m getting better. 

Anyways here I sit and it’s 4:15 in the morning.  What am I doing up at this time?  Well I got a new job, bunch of bullshit what happened at the other one, when I get more time I’ll try and explain.  Anyways, this is only my second night at this job and I’m still trying to decide if I like it.  The pay is damn good, but it would have to be for the hours.  It’s rotating shifts and just my luck I started on graveyard.  If I make it past this week then I think I’ll be fine…after next thursday I have four days off and then I’ll start days, but I’m still trying to decide if it’s worth it.  I have had another job offer, and it would be days M-F, but it would be a pay cut…I’m talking like close to $3/hr….or $400 a month.  Can’t decide if it would be worth it or not. 

The most exciting news in my life right now is that I’m dating someone…I have a boyfriend…it’s all kinda weird how it happened, but I can’t even begin to explain how happy…yet scared I am at the same time.  For the past year I’ve been dealing with nothing but assholes when it comes to men…and when I first met this guy probably six months ago I couldn’t stand him….he just irritated the hell out of me.  I thought he was an obnoxious drunk.  I ran into him about 3 times at the bar and finally the third time I gave him my number.  It’s strange because he’s best friend with a guy I used to work for and he came into the bar with one of their friends that I also knew.  Well since then we talked on the phone everday for about 3 weeks.  He was one of the first people I called when I heard the news about my grandpa and I don’t even know why, at that point I didn’t really know him all that well.  Anyways, the day of my grandpa’s funeral, that night, I went and hung out with him at his friends house(the guy I used to work for) and since then we’ve been inseperable.  I can’t even begin to explain how he makes me feel.  Anyways, I got to get going when I have more time I’ll go into more detail, I just wanted to update real quick.