Its Amazing! I Am Still Alive!

I haven’t used this thing in what almost a year.  Here I am.  I am sitll alive!  It’s been damn near a year since the last entry.  I still read all my faves, don’t comment much, if at all, but I do still read.  I’m going to trya nd get back into writing in this thing more often. 
This past year has been definitely interesting.  I think the first and probably most dramatic thing that has happend is I am no longer married.  I am divorced.  I moved out in late August-early Septembeter and the divorce was final Feb.  15th.  I think it has been for the best.  I second guess it sometimes, but we’re still friends and it’s all good…I think.  I’m no longer in school.  I’m kicking myself in the ass for everyday, but I will go back!  I just need to decide what I want to do and go out and do it. 
I had my own apartment for a while and things got rough financially..all out of stupidity, but it happened and I moved in with my grandparents for a bit.  Met a friend, who I thought was a good true friend, and ended up all but moving in with her and her boyfriend…and now they have split and I"m still living with her boyfriend…weird I know.  It’s a strange situation but me and him have become really good friends and she’s turned out to be something me and him never even pictured her being.  Of course we’ve been accused of anything and everything..and we may not be all that innocent, but I have not slept with him.  Not that he hasn’t tried, but…for some reason I just can’t…he’s a great guy, but I just don’t want to ruin our friendship. 
He’s older…old enough to be my dad older…he’s letting me stay here entirely rent free…pays for my food…and in return I help him out around the house and with his kids.  It’s basically everything in a relationship I’ve learned I want…having someone to take care of and care for….but there’s no bullshit, drama, or sex involved…lmao the only part I miss sometimes is the sex lmao. 
Anyways, about a month ago I got a new job.  I work in an office supply warehouse and I love it.  it’s a later shift 1pm to 10pm..or whenever we’re done..sometimes as early as 8:30 other times as late as 12, but it’s cool.  I love the people I love the job and I hope to stay around for a while. 
Anyways, there’s a brief update for now..and I plan on updating more often so if you gave up on me…DON’T!